oh, thanks *______*

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"Sorry for my poor English"
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ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ

noooo, i know he's not cheating on me.
i can tell immediately when he's lying.
(he said once he didn't liked another girl, but i know he did, and eventually he admitted it. but he also reassured me that i didn't have to be affraid 'cause he would never leave me for another girl..)

ah well. i'm just so bad he's just going to leave me.
like.. i'm sorry but it's over. you know what i'm saying? 'cause everything is a bit messed up now. it's a real weird and goddamn complicated story. trying to get over it.. (no he never cheated on me or something, otherwise i wouldn't be with him anymore now..) but please, don't think bad about him now! it's just something in my head. i always tell myself i'm not good enough for him etc. but he always shows me i am. i just really need to learn to accept it you know..

god. i'm really telling you like.. everything i hate to talk about with friends, my parents or my boyfriend Ö (okay, my best friend knows everything about me, but that's why she's my best friend) maybe you have msn ^^ so other people don't have read my stupid dramatic .. things xD

btw. i got a 6.7 for my german Prüfung ^^
wait.. i did know how to say my note english.. *thinks*
a 10 is like worst, right? and a 1 the best..? than i have like almost a 4 ^^ aren't you proud of me : D

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turn and stay with me
i know you hate me now
but now i need you to

turn and stay with me
through these tormenting days
that only you can alleviate