rodone

to lie awake. another day. staying awake... it feels like i am barely in this world. trying not to lose my head: its my life that is on stake. not finding the truth, what happend all this years, its still burns in the inside... ...the love i once felt. but not for you... ..its the love i want to share. but who just compares, the feelings... in a world like this... no one can. no one should. how dare you would... Just wanna live, a life with passion, love, addiction. or is it just a fiction?

Yes I said it, I'm autistic I'm not more then you and not less I think the same as you, sometimes a bit simplistic I even slightly like, that I must confess Sometimes people say I'm retarded I let them do it, I don't care I might be the person who is disregarded When I get insulted I only stare I know the truth I'm no different from anybody else Though I might have had a different youth I will never change That's something I know for sure I think that it would be quite strange I will stick to who I am We can change what we stand for, but not who we are